When I started this blog, some months ago, my life was almost perfect. But I did not know that.
I had some problems, of course, like all of us, but nothing serious.
And still, I really struggled finding beauty in my days. That's why I opened the blog: to push myself to look at the bright side of life, instead of complaining and fix my attention on what can go better.
Then some things happened in the last month, and my life went upside down. Something unexpected hit me, and I was totally unprepared. After some days in which my pain and my anger really took over, I started to see the light again.
And that's when I start to think over some things:
- That our mind is so accustomed to all the joy and gifts that we have in our everyday's life, that can not see them. Untill something, usually something bad, opens up our eyes. And sometimes it is to late to appreciate what we had, because it is gone. It is completely non sense;
- That even in the worst moments, we need and we are entitled to find happiness in our days;
- That there is a big difference between having strong convictions and ideas in mind and practice them;
- That all the gifts and presents can't stand a smile from the ones I love;
My life is starting to return to "normal" slowly; lukely what had broken can and want to be fixed.
But I want, more than ever, keep on lerning with humbleness and with love